Somehow, in my years of shepherding... i've never felt more burdened to pray for my people ever. and that time is now. When i stop to think of all the times He has brought me through, i remember that its possible that someone was praying for me- a parent, a friend, a leader, an old church mate, a childhood friend...

I think, altho i may not have the closest relationships with my girls and boys (what i like to call them- apart from the term :cell group), its very fulfilling to see their lives growing- increasingly in their desire to draw near to God and also serving in ministry. I like my time with them... the younger ones, they like to laugh.... very loudly and in a rowdy fashion. haha, youngsters nowadays.... reminds me of myself last time ;p The older ones, struggling... but slowly God is unfolding His very marvellous plan in their lives.... amazing how He works. Praying for them, meeting up with them... going swimming with them, climbing with them...

And my time with Him. my gratitude cannot really be expressed tangibly. His grace, his mercy... his love. what more can i ask for? He forgives abundantly so i can have the strength to forgive. the conversations we have, the ups and downs... the inner struggles i face. He has been there and seen me through all of it. He is faithful when i'm not. He is steadfast when i'm wavering. He conquers when i'm defeated. He is made strong in my weaknesses.

my resting place. my secret place. ;p